My limbs have been getting out for the first time since early November. I've been waiting so long for the proper amounts of vitamin D but it doesn't seem to be doing anything. I'm feeling just as shitty in the sun as I have been in the rain and clouds. I still can't put concepts together or understand anything properly and I continue to have nothing to say. However I must not forget to appreciate the sun for letting me take off my sweater. Being warm is way better than being cold. Layers only allow me to somewhat keep warm until going indoors where my body temperature raises 20 degrees and I start sweating profusely within moments of entry.
Lent is probably where most of my confusion comes about. Religion is not a requirement anymore and you're probably stressed out enough. It doesn't even make sense to restrict certain bad habits for a short amount of time. What's the point if it's not working towards a permanent change. When Lent is over you won't only go back to your bad habits but you'll be relieved to return to them. So don't be losers for forty days, be happy you did it, and then go back to being losers again.
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